Monday, March 21, 2005
Fun Problems
That thrill feeling...that wonderful thrill feeling.
You feel it when you ride a roller coaster.
You feel it when you know you've pushed the car you're driving to its limits.
You feel it when you did something naughty or extremely mischievous and you're on the verge of getting caught.
You feel it when you do something crazy for the first time.
You just feel it.
Thoughts were running through my head these past few days...
Summer, beach, fun, adventure, thrill-seeking...
crazy thoughts...
crazy me.
There are some crazy times when you get yourself into a dilemma, when your thoughts and emotions go into riot mode...
that stupid pero whattheheck thrill
that bawal pero masaya thrill
that bahala na thrill
that thrill.
It has to be summer. The effects of summer on my system...
i dont know if you know what im talking about...
Try to read me, Ice... if you still can! haha...
haha...
Sarap mag-beach!
I'm targeting 10 beach outings this summer!
asteeeg!
Youth gives us the right to make mistakes and learn from our mistakes.
Youth is such a wonderful wonderful thing!
@ 21
You're not pressured to set things right...
You have freedom...
You have the vigor...
You have the drive...
Not that moolah, though...
But you have all the crazy ideas...
hehehe... i better do more thinking and ask other people's opinions about my thoughts and mixed emotions.
Oh and more beach-ing to come this summer.
ARe You Game? set a gimik.
text me 09279140755
and here's something to ponder on...
How many first kisses have you had?
as long as you call the kiss a kiss...it counts.
your rules, your answers.
***
more beach-ing next time
You feel it when you ride a roller coaster.
You feel it when you know you've pushed the car you're driving to its limits.
You feel it when you did something naughty or extremely mischievous and you're on the verge of getting caught.
You feel it when you do something crazy for the first time.
You just feel it.
Thoughts were running through my head these past few days...
Summer, beach, fun, adventure, thrill-seeking...
crazy thoughts...
crazy me.
There are some crazy times when you get yourself into a dilemma, when your thoughts and emotions go into riot mode...
that stupid pero whattheheck thrill
that bawal pero masaya thrill
that bahala na thrill
that thrill.
It has to be summer. The effects of summer on my system...
i dont know if you know what im talking about...
Try to read me, Ice... if you still can! haha...
haha...
Sarap mag-beach!
I'm targeting 10 beach outings this summer!
asteeeg!
Youth gives us the right to make mistakes and learn from our mistakes.
Youth is such a wonderful wonderful thing!
@ 21
You're not pressured to set things right...
You have freedom...
You have the vigor...
You have the drive...
Not that moolah, though...
But you have all the crazy ideas...
hehehe... i better do more thinking and ask other people's opinions about my thoughts and mixed emotions.
Oh and more beach-ing to come this summer.
ARe You Game? set a gimik.
text me 09279140755
and here's something to ponder on...
How many first kisses have you had?
as long as you call the kiss a kiss...it counts.
your rules, your answers.
***
more beach-ing next time
Monday, March 14, 2005
Overhauling Dindi
Yep, time to do some major overhauling!
I'm about to step into another crucial chapter of this adventure people call life... i prefer calling it a race. hehe...
Time to overtake slow racers, do better cornering, better acceleration, better traction control, better shifting techniques, better betters…time to pick up the pace with the big boys.
I’ll need massive engine upgrades, suspension tuning, bodywork, etc…
Time to overhaul me.
I don’t know why I’m actually blogging this, but what the heck…
* This blog needs an overhaul… this template sucks and I’m starting to learn webpage designing through tutorials available throughout the net…
Yeah, right click, View source…fascinating! @@
* My monitor needs a paint job…I’m coloring D4’s monitor green and yellow… @
* Surf is undergoing extensive body work courtesy of me… mas pogi na sya ngayon, with paint improvements, ready for trading with Kylie (which I really should be focusing on after the thesis…) This is why I now have a slight tan on my shoulders and back… @@
* My room needs a change in atmosphere… room makeover for me: new paint, new lighting, hopefully an aircon upgrade for D4… suggestions in, people…I’d appreciate em… @@@@
* No more setting-up lakwachas, roadtrips, gimiks, etc. for the mean time – maybe it’s about time I just wait around for people to do the planning this time, and I’ll just do the tagging along part for a change. More time to focus on me and some other stuff. @
* Find a personal, legal source of instant income (aside from CARD and other CAM projects) for expenses this summer season… @@@
* Read more, which I am apparently starting to do… @
* Resolution: no more street racing when I have a passenger on-board. Unless provoked significantly by a stupid driver or a big-fat Toyota Altis… and oh yeah, renew my license. @@
* Learn Flash, Dreamweaver, and other WEB design tools by either enrolling in an Informatics class for these or self-teach ulit (pero baka matagal)… I might just enroll. @@@@
* help out Nix with her yearbook… to finally make up for more bonding time with Nixdude (and hopefully the entire gang…Dino where art thou?). @@
* More meaningful, enjoyable bus rides and beach trips with Ma-anne… and bring her to San Marcelino. @
* Wardrobe upgrade – will need help from the girls… @@@
* Fitness upgrade – will need all the help I can get! Previous attempts were failures! damn... @@@@
* Do the AC film this summer (before June) and set-up more bonding adventures with the AC, especially now that Nicole and Misty are studying in Baguio… @@@@
* Start C.A.M. day-one (will need Markdude and Jo to get this together for a good start)… @@@
* Open my very own bank Account! @
* Finish the lenten documentary and submit it to video contests. @@@
Quite a list, huh?
Updates soon, I hope.
Time to do some serious racing.
more next time
***
I'm about to step into another crucial chapter of this adventure people call life... i prefer calling it a race. hehe...
Time to overtake slow racers, do better cornering, better acceleration, better traction control, better shifting techniques, better betters…time to pick up the pace with the big boys.
I’ll need massive engine upgrades, suspension tuning, bodywork, etc…
Time to overhaul me.
I don’t know why I’m actually blogging this, but what the heck…
Here are my summer plans (or shall I dare say instant Post Graduation Plans)
with a difficulty rating to help guide me in my attempts in winning this race…
DIFFICULTY RATING ( sisiw ----------@ @@ @@@ @@@@ @@@@@ -------- almost improbable)
* This blog needs an overhaul… this template sucks and I’m starting to learn webpage designing through tutorials available throughout the net…
Yeah, right click, View source…fascinating! @@
* My monitor needs a paint job…I’m coloring D4’s monitor green and yellow… @
* Surf is undergoing extensive body work courtesy of me… mas pogi na sya ngayon, with paint improvements, ready for trading with Kylie (which I really should be focusing on after the thesis…) This is why I now have a slight tan on my shoulders and back… @@
* My room needs a change in atmosphere… room makeover for me: new paint, new lighting, hopefully an aircon upgrade for D4… suggestions in, people…I’d appreciate em… @@@@
* No more setting-up lakwachas, roadtrips, gimiks, etc. for the mean time – maybe it’s about time I just wait around for people to do the planning this time, and I’ll just do the tagging along part for a change. More time to focus on me and some other stuff. @
* Find a personal, legal source of instant income (aside from CARD and other CAM projects) for expenses this summer season… @@@
* Read more, which I am apparently starting to do… @
* Resolution: no more street racing when I have a passenger on-board. Unless provoked significantly by a stupid driver or a big-fat Toyota Altis… and oh yeah, renew my license. @@
* Learn Flash, Dreamweaver, and other WEB design tools by either enrolling in an Informatics class for these or self-teach ulit (pero baka matagal)… I might just enroll. @@@@
* help out Nix with her yearbook… to finally make up for more bonding time with Nixdude (and hopefully the entire gang…Dino where art thou?). @@
* More meaningful, enjoyable bus rides and beach trips with Ma-anne… and bring her to San Marcelino. @
* Wardrobe upgrade – will need help from the girls… @@@
* Fitness upgrade – will need all the help I can get! Previous attempts were failures! damn... @@@@
* Do the AC film this summer (before June) and set-up more bonding adventures with the AC, especially now that Nicole and Misty are studying in Baguio… @@@@
* Start C.A.M. day-one (will need Markdude and Jo to get this together for a good start)… @@@
* Open my very own bank Account! @
* Finish the lenten documentary and submit it to video contests. @@@
Quite a list, huh?
Updates soon, I hope.
Time to do some serious racing.
more next time
***
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
A Life-Changing Bus Ride
what is it with Bus Rides, huh?
Maybe its the contemplative mood that brings me into a trance of a series of random thoughts...
or maybe its just the exhaust fumes along EDSA, triggering these random spontaneous thinking capsules.
whattaheck.
Anyway, I had the most emotionally moving bus ride of my life a few days ago.
I have no major qualms about riding buses, airconditioned, ordinary, whatever... but some things are just not quite uh...suited...for adventuring with buses.
You don't get what i'm saying for sure.
whattaheck.
I had the most emotionally moving bus ride of my 21 years.
Sabado night. (Sunday early morning, actually)
I was on a roundtrip to Bicutan at around 2 in the morning, riding an old ricketty bus along EDSA.
Just an ordinary adventure tripping for me, but the emotional impact was different.
That bus ride made me realize that I am a blessed for who I am.
Naks.
No seriously, the bus ride made me feel bad about life...about how some people whose dreams and aspirations of a better life have to make their way through bus rides like that.
Maanne spent her Saturday with me here at home, but I had to bring her home to Bicutan at around 1am.
Adventure-tripping we went with that bus ride.
Things we have to go through kapag walang sasakyan.
We were game anyway.
I was in that bus for an adventure.
The other people there needed the bus ride to go to their work... some were on their way home, looking dead tired from work and all that jazz...
There were a group of girls (showgirls, I presume) who needed to work that night. They got off the bus Cubao.
A mom with 2 babies, riding that bus, on her way home.
I even saw Jordan along Commonwealth, from basketball practice I suppose.
all that jazz, yeah.
I decided that night that i have to get Surf back and sell him here.
I dont want to have Maanne go through another bus ride like that ( and have an asthma attack because of EDSA).
I dont want to go through another emotional-trip on a Saturday night.
This weekend, I'm going on another bus ride to Baguio.
No more emotional-weirdness tripping hopefully.
I'll still get my Kylie.
:)
***
more randomness next time.
Maybe its the contemplative mood that brings me into a trance of a series of random thoughts...
or maybe its just the exhaust fumes along EDSA, triggering these random spontaneous thinking capsules.
whattaheck.
Anyway, I had the most emotionally moving bus ride of my life a few days ago.
I have no major qualms about riding buses, airconditioned, ordinary, whatever... but some things are just not quite uh...suited...for adventuring with buses.
You don't get what i'm saying for sure.
whattaheck.
I had the most emotionally moving bus ride of my 21 years.
Sabado night. (Sunday early morning, actually)
I was on a roundtrip to Bicutan at around 2 in the morning, riding an old ricketty bus along EDSA.
Just an ordinary adventure tripping for me, but the emotional impact was different.
That bus ride made me realize that I am a blessed for who I am.
Naks.
No seriously, the bus ride made me feel bad about life...about how some people whose dreams and aspirations of a better life have to make their way through bus rides like that.
Maanne spent her Saturday with me here at home, but I had to bring her home to Bicutan at around 1am.
Adventure-tripping we went with that bus ride.
Things we have to go through kapag walang sasakyan.
We were game anyway.
I was in that bus for an adventure.
The other people there needed the bus ride to go to their work... some were on their way home, looking dead tired from work and all that jazz...
There were a group of girls (showgirls, I presume) who needed to work that night. They got off the bus Cubao.
A mom with 2 babies, riding that bus, on her way home.
I even saw Jordan along Commonwealth, from basketball practice I suppose.
all that jazz, yeah.
I decided that night that i have to get Surf back and sell him here.
I dont want to have Maanne go through another bus ride like that ( and have an asthma attack because of EDSA).
I dont want to go through another emotional-trip on a Saturday night.
This weekend, I'm going on another bus ride to Baguio.
No more emotional-weirdness tripping hopefully.
I'll still get my Kylie.
:)
***
more randomness next time.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
WHERE is KYLIE!?
malapit na... i can feel her.
dammit.
Ngaaaargh...
Summer is near.
Summer is near!
New Kids on the Block, had a bunch of hits...
Chinese food makes me sick...
Rock on!
dammit.
Ngaaaargh...
Summer is near.
Summer is near!
New Kids on the Block, had a bunch of hits...
Chinese food makes me sick...
Rock on!
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Thoughts from a 12am Bus Ride
and the saying goes...
all good things must come to an end.
they fuckin' do.
they fuckin' do.
February IS a chaos month.
March scares me.
all good things must come to an end.
they fuckin' do.
they fuckin' do.
February IS a chaos month.
March scares me.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Thoughts from a 2am Bus Ride
i am happy.
i am very happy.
i am so blessed, and i am so thankful for everything i have...
family, friends, peers, pains, adventures... they all rock!
I just spent a very meaningful Saturday night with my bestest bespren in the whole wide world and the gang...
Nix, Rudy, Haze, Aids, and Ron...
Dino is still out there in the outskirts of the Cordillera mountain range region...hehehe...
life is a great gift and we should spend our time with people we love, squeezing the fun and happiness out of every second, every moment of this life that we have...
February...
Emotional Chaos month...
it always has been an emotionally challenging month for me (and to people within a relatively close friendship vicinity)...
Things will start to get tougher by the days for most of us...
i don't know why, but emotions just seem to start firing up this month... some good, some bad, some horrific.
Nonetheless, all these will lead to maturity for most of us.
and maturity is always a good thing.
at my current state, i can say that i am happier than most of my friends.
this realization i just had while i was on a bus from Cubao, on my way home...
i am happier in most basic aspects of my life...
i have a cool family
i have the bestest friends
i have the bestest girlfriend
i even have the bestest ex-girlfriend
i have Peter Rabbit, Marian Viafore, Ricowsky, D4, Natasha, Pink, Surf, etc...(although kylie is still out there, somewhere...)
i have my sanity intact
i have the basics
i have some wants
i have me.
...and all that jazz...
i have friends who are going through some tough turmoils this season.
emotional whirlwinds...
emotional whirlwinds because of a loved one, because of a "wanting" for a loved one, or because of a confused state with a loved one...
madami, iba-iba...
ang hirap ng ganun...
those whirlwinds suck the happiness out of your system...
February is just the start, friends.
March is a more stressful, more chaotic month.
But all will be good in the end.
I can promise you that.
Just keep your ropes together.
The emotional chaos, the whirlwind, I experienced last year made me who I am right now, made me reach this point where i can say i'm happier than most people...
Those who were able to see how emotionally fucked-up I was then will definitely say that I'm much better now.
Wa-a-a-y better.
I hope this'll give a bit of hope to my buddies who need a bit of good news...
hey, no pain, no gain.
LOUD Shout out THOUGHTS for tonight
... i am starting to visualize a more definite future for myself.
... i am very happy with Marianne and how our relationship has been going for the past months.
... looking forward to an adventure-filled summer!
... thank God, i am finally able to maintain a stable state with Mesitlie, slowly eliminating the mess we've done.
... i missed hanging out with Nixdude and the bunch so much, tonight was sooo great
... i'm proud of you, Jamie, you keep yourself on track
... Shweeemah and Rosbern, im still sorry for last year's chaos, i miss hanging out with you guys
... Ice, Markdude, Aids don't lose your sanity, divert emotions as much as you can
... Nyonyi, Benson, Marie, Sab, bonding session ulit tayo sometime!
... Tanya and karl, you guys are on fire! keep it burnin' :)
... Jun and Isbeldude, keep inspiring me
... Crazy Ants Marching, the new BOB... malapit na Day One, Mark and Jo!
... Rhiz! movie ulit!
... Ja, Zeens, batchmates, ano balita?
... Atty. Leonardo Zulueta Jr.
... Rock on!
Prepare yourselves for a chaotic February.
Learn we shall.
*more randomness next time*
***
i am very happy.
i am so blessed, and i am so thankful for everything i have...
family, friends, peers, pains, adventures... they all rock!
I just spent a very meaningful Saturday night with my bestest bespren in the whole wide world and the gang...
Nix, Rudy, Haze, Aids, and Ron...
Dino is still out there in the outskirts of the Cordillera mountain range region...hehehe...
life is a great gift and we should spend our time with people we love, squeezing the fun and happiness out of every second, every moment of this life that we have...
February...
Emotional Chaos month...
it always has been an emotionally challenging month for me (and to people within a relatively close friendship vicinity)...
Things will start to get tougher by the days for most of us...
i don't know why, but emotions just seem to start firing up this month... some good, some bad, some horrific.
Nonetheless, all these will lead to maturity for most of us.
and maturity is always a good thing.
at my current state, i can say that i am happier than most of my friends.
this realization i just had while i was on a bus from Cubao, on my way home...
i am happier in most basic aspects of my life...
i have a cool family
i have the bestest friends
i have the bestest girlfriend
i even have the bestest ex-girlfriend
i have Peter Rabbit, Marian Viafore, Ricowsky, D4, Natasha, Pink, Surf, etc...(although kylie is still out there, somewhere...)
i have my sanity intact
i have the basics
i have some wants
i have me.
...and all that jazz...
i have friends who are going through some tough turmoils this season.
emotional whirlwinds...
emotional whirlwinds because of a loved one, because of a "wanting" for a loved one, or because of a confused state with a loved one...
madami, iba-iba...
ang hirap ng ganun...
those whirlwinds suck the happiness out of your system...
February is just the start, friends.
March is a more stressful, more chaotic month.
But all will be good in the end.
I can promise you that.
Just keep your ropes together.
The emotional chaos, the whirlwind, I experienced last year made me who I am right now, made me reach this point where i can say i'm happier than most people...
Those who were able to see how emotionally fucked-up I was then will definitely say that I'm much better now.
Wa-a-a-y better.
I hope this'll give a bit of hope to my buddies who need a bit of good news...
hey, no pain, no gain.
LOUD Shout out THOUGHTS for tonight
... i am starting to visualize a more definite future for myself.
... i am very happy with Marianne and how our relationship has been going for the past months.
... looking forward to an adventure-filled summer!
... thank God, i am finally able to maintain a stable state with Mesitlie, slowly eliminating the mess we've done.
... i missed hanging out with Nixdude and the bunch so much, tonight was sooo great
... i'm proud of you, Jamie, you keep yourself on track
... Shweeemah and Rosbern, im still sorry for last year's chaos, i miss hanging out with you guys
... Ice, Markdude, Aids don't lose your sanity, divert emotions as much as you can
... Nyonyi, Benson, Marie, Sab, bonding session ulit tayo sometime!
... Tanya and karl, you guys are on fire! keep it burnin' :)
... Jun and Isbeldude, keep inspiring me
... Crazy Ants Marching, the new BOB... malapit na Day One, Mark and Jo!
... Rhiz! movie ulit!
... Ja, Zeens, batchmates, ano balita?
... Atty. Leonardo Zulueta Jr.
... Rock on!
Prepare yourselves for a chaotic February.
Learn we shall.
*more randomness next time*
***
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Bukid Tsunami
The tsunami is a sign.
Change is here.
I spent three lazy days in Pap's bukid in Zambales.
Three days...
all i did was eat, sleep, eat, shoot, eat, edit, eat, sleep...
eat more.
Damn. I must've gained atleast 30lbs.
hehe...
Surf's gone.
He's still in Baguio, waiting for a new owner...
My kylie?
she's somewhere out there...waiting for me.
The tsunami is a sign.
Change is here.
Let us pray for the victims.
Let us pray for us.
Change is here.
I spent three lazy days in Pap's bukid in Zambales.
Three days...
all i did was eat, sleep, eat, shoot, eat, edit, eat, sleep...
eat more.
Damn. I must've gained atleast 30lbs.
hehe...
Surf's gone.
He's still in Baguio, waiting for a new owner...
My kylie?
she's somewhere out there...waiting for me.
The tsunami is a sign.
Change is here.
Let us pray for the victims.
Let us pray for us.
